real quick

sooo i havent bloggedd but real quick these are my late nite ramblings ..... i've found a inner independence that shocked me cause like everyone around me wuldnt notice it. i feel that w.e choice i make i culdnt careless whut the other person mite say .... i wanna be free to live my life andd express myself but that also is the reason why i mite not meet new people because im always in a "crew" not that its bad cause i unconditionally love them .... but do i get lost in the mix ..... do i lose the essence of who i am and juss act like what im labeled as?
"bitch" well i want all of yu to kno is that im not nd if yu claim to kno me inside nd out yu will deff. kno that im sweet emotional funny bubbly SARCASTIC and shy. that is something i havent shared with ne one and i feel like im gettin lost and i dont want to lose myself and end up as a lonley loner. thats it for now